I know this is unwanted
So unwanted I fear sending it to you personally
a Never Send.
but I still think about you every day.
I know you are happier with her
I know you don't want me
I am afraid to read your response should I deliver this directly to you
And I don't want to know how happy you really are.
I don't know why I let my mind go there..

dripping silently
with regret
ca. 2011 as via present day.

My almost had
Last name Orion
First name Hunter
this will not be the last
but I will try to make it be the last
for a long time
because when I let you in it hurts.


Every time the lightning flashed...


















M.
i still want my movie back...