What.

Just.

Happened.

brilliant brilliant brilliant

it's just new
it's all just new
no matter how many times
no matter with who
it's always new


you've no idea how the thought excites me
              tantalizes
having that much of a draw
   a pull
           -a pull cord
Even from so F         A            R the distance
I'm still brilliance.

Let it speak
Let it ring
Let it speak
Let it speak to you

getting drunk on the power

getting stoned on the vibes

get you lifted 

this instant

need another hit

get blown.

blow it up

blow it out

everywhere

Let's relax in this cloud

pack this bowl

for both of us

flick, spark, {flipchart}

Hide in hazy forests and fields

of dragonflies

fireflies

fire lies

in my eyes

never lie.

they never do 

I swear it's true

I'm considering Halloween

Hallololoween.

Wouldn't it

Wouldn't it be

Wouldn't it be keen

heard a tiny small thing inside me say

"don't look too far"

it's right here

already

right in front of your face

already.

And then so

In conclusion

Inc Onlusion

I jumped to it.

I'm just purple

                                                                                                           Sort of pale

Maybe lilac, lavender

                                                             -regardless

I am that perfect unbridled artistic spirit

who smokes too much

searching for like minded unbridled artistic spirits

who smoke just the right amount

to unleash my crazy all over

and who will enjoy it instead of

disappearing

and going 

quiet and not

texting back.

And who might even let loose some 

insanity of their own upon the ambiance

of the room.

Who talks about dreams and all of 

the symbols they containobtain

that answers "yes" to canyouseeit? because they can not because
I want them to.

If you think I'm strange

You should see how you come across to people

Because you ain't no bed of normal roses neither.

the difference between Me and those Roses

is that I saw Magic

and you just saw Crazy.

Now who's what and what's which?

That's what I thought.

I camembert it. 

Strange smells

Fuck spells

I just want

a liberty bell

sized

pile

of weed

to 

smoke..

Oh, Spare Me.

Moon          

uooW      

I know this is unwanted
So unwanted I fear sending it to you personally
a Never Send.
but I still think about you every day.
I know you are happier with her
I know you don't want me
I am afraid to read your response should I deliver this directly to you
And I don't want to know how happy you really are.
I don't know why I let my mind go there..

dripping silently
with regret
ca. 2011 as via present day.

My almost had
Last name Orion
First name Hunter
this will not be the last
but I will try to make it be the last
for a long time
because when I let you in it hurts.


Every time the lightning flashed...


















M.
i still want my movie back...

Life as Real

***
One more shothit
my mind goes blank
                                  no
not blank -
                  - there's just too many words is all.

For you:
        that's okay. I didn't need you anyway.
You loved me at my worst but can't keep up with my best
                     Oh how I wish that you could fly with me
                     but I know how you are devoted to your husband, Count Lorenzo
                     but for him, I would sweep you over yon garden wall
Oh, that I could cut these ties that bind me...

***

I'm the opposite of Amnesia

You're a cherry blossom-                               

                           -you're about to bloom.

You look so pretty but you're gone so soon.

***

I cast the line

I couldn't wait

to bait

too late.

Too bad, it's fate.

It's fate.

Your face.

***

Sometimes my words are better expressed in words that are not my words.

Sometimes karma works for us in the eyes of those who's journey we have not yet seen.

Sometimes I put cookies into a glass of milk and eat them with a spoon.

This morning I put Reeses in my smoothie.

Does it still count as a smoothie if it's got Reeses in it?

***

The thing is, I'm still figuring things out.

I'm a mess. But who isn't?

Maybe my mess matches yours. 

Do not cry, my 

dearest. It was not 

meant to be. I had no 

right to win your heart. 

I had no chance to 

win your love. So 

now, I'm afraid I must 

say farewell.

**

I just cannot

I cannot do it.

The universe will bring me what I need.

Do I believe that?

Even when I'm not getting it at the moment?

Do I take my own advice, about feeling okay with the lack of instant gratification and knowing that I am okay in the moment

In this hectic, psychotic, sociopathic, Facebook-stalking, wishful thinking, lucid dreaming moment?

Yeah. I have to. I have no other choice.

If I can't do it, I can't believe it.

I know I'm okay.

No matter what you sons of bitches do to me 

or take from me

or give to me

or copy of me

or deny me. 

I'm golden.

I'mgoldenI'mgoldenI'mgolden.

Easily distracted

I'll fabricate for you

                Tired of small talk

Tired of small ties

She should have just said "yes."

But I missed my chance

But the line is cast - can't take it back.

no, it's really deleted.

I didn't know how you felt.

So be it.

That's okay.

I didn't need you anyway.

I didn't need you anyway.

I don't need you anyway.

Moon anyway (any - way.)

losers.

s   i   l    e    n     c      e 

Sometimes

"here for you" 

is really

just

"here."

I'll Be Alright

It's not so bad out here on my own.

Making mail runs twice a week, I could get used to that for sure.

I believe my success is happening
starting to happen
happening now.

Aside from the fact that we may finally begin to come around to that ice age we're long overdue for, I'm not excited for fall or winter. I'm not ready to give up on summer yet. I want to keep my legs bare, my hair blowing in the breeze, my swimsuit smelling like chlorine and freedom. Next week it will be in the 80's and I intend to be outside every day in personal protest. Take that, seasons. Another protest? Keeping my super pale pastel locks for another month.

Starbucks has pumpkin spice already. Hobby Lobby has had Christmas trees since the end of June. Stop trying to make winter happen. It's not going to happen.
Can't you guys just relax and let us enjoy our Christmas carols about snow when it's NOT 100 DEGREES OUTSIDE? Give me one more month. By Halloween I'll be ready for fall. Shit.

My cosplay endeavor this year...

If I could just find the right bodysuit, I'd be set. Making the light up ball and mods will be fun. My first choice was Cortana, but it seems that most people who dress as her really don't "dress" in anything. They body paint the blue lines on and just go on their merry way. Myself and my lack of suitable abs decided we'd rather show a little butt meat instead and cover up the less defined tummy parts. Who doesn't love glowing blue hip tattoos?


Next goal: doing my very best to promote my pretty purple haired self at as many events as possible during Fall. REAL Fall. I've got a new line of Lego jewelry and an arsenal of beautiful magic rocks to back me up, I can't help but sell.

This is what I'm doing with my life

MOON.

1001 pageviews.

Thanks.

Maybe during the next thousand

you'll lurk less.



phonesgobothways

M.

Human as Artemis

Business is booming

It warms my heart.

Learning how to not let it break me when the stars turn away

and everything I touch turns to shit.

A few sweet people reminded me that

gardens need shit to grow

and everyone has to fart some of it out once in a while.

Life.

I am infinite

I am imitated

(never duplicated)

sometimes placated

constantly dedicated

Scrumtrillescent

stars.

do you see it?

youcanshutyoureyesbutyoucan'tturnoffyoursoul

Phones work both ways.

So do computers.

I tried. I reached. Couldn't reach It.
The number you have dialed is no longer in service.
Here's a poem:

Roses are red
Violets are blue
If you're not there for me
I won't be there for you.

I won't be there for you.
I won't be there.
I won't be.


I won't. 

+even when I don't wanna be

+even when everyone else wanna be

+everything you ever gonna be

MOON.

I forgot already, what you about to know.