Mer!

Mer.

Mer mer mer mer, mer. Mer mer mer mer. Mer mer.

Mer.
Mer mer.

MER.

This update has been brought to you by the Coucil of Mer.

I went to the circus and it was fucking awesome.
Pretty positive my hand is fractured. My wrist and elbow and shoulders are all jacked up.
Thanks, Haylee P.
You fucking twit. You suck.
Lern 2 drive. 
And tell your mommy she won't be able to fight your battles for you and hide you away from the world forever.

My chiropractor is incredibly kind this time, and their office manager knows me from work and loves my jewelry. So at the very least, those experiences are as pleasant as they can be for getting cracked and acupuncture'd.

When people ask your friends if you're crazy behind your back.
Officer Hitler.
My life.


Fuck it. I'm doing the best I can.
I have an art show tomorrow. I'm wearing a goddamn sexy dress and I get to play Social for the evening.
At the very least, I'll have a wonderful time. 

**

And maybe there has to be a point

where everything explodes

and you get a reset.

Or maybe

you explode

instead.

maybe one day we'll find

that place where you and i

could be together. and we'll 

catch our dreams within the

waves of change. so smile

for me one last time and

believe that we'll meet again.

until then, i'll be missing

you.

r.m. drake

Daily is an understatement.

Hourly.

I'll forget eventually.

But I will always 

always think

how unfair it was

that I got to taste something so close to perfection

And knew what it was to feel

like the hole that's been empty since birth

is finally

filled;

only to find

in this life

it may just remain empty..

Sending every ounce of juju in my heart to change yours

daily.

Daily is an understatement.

Hourly.

i

will crawl through your hair

tangled up and fallen,

and burrow deep into your dream.

i will be the wish

you were too scared

to make.

moon.